March 2012
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I fucking hate life
Well first off I’m going into depression again thinking about cutting and such and I finally thought I was over and done with that shit and maybe for once I could just be happy. Guess not. Then there’s the fact that I’m pretty sure the relationship I’m in is over. You know that feeling you get get and it’s just I don’t know you can feel that things are ending? I...
February 2012
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Asdfghjkl
So I pretty much found the guy if my dreams and for once something went my way he asked me out yeah it’s long distance but whatever. But I’m just a fucking faIl with relationships. Why just why I don’t want to fuck things up this time.
My friend's sister had her baby today...
He’s not doing very well….. I feel so bad
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Drama
Well today I bombed my monologue it was my first performance in front of that teacher and I bombed it! Great first impression right? Then right after that I auditioned for the play….. ugh it was so…. Blah….. I really didn’t want to do anything after that performance, but I had to leave a good impression some how. I did not bad, but could have been better…....